and so desperate to be seen that i don't seek
i look for love instead of letting love look for me
.backwards all is it (?)
what can satisfy this confusion and longing
this desire to be known?
only that God that knows me and has shaped me
with the very palm of His hand,
the same hand that contains my destiny?
how can i see this beauty and claim it's not enough?
what a selfish, frail being i am
and what a demanding child i've become.
Lord, i promise, someday i'll get it.
and someday Your love will be more than
"more than enough"