self-diagnosis

i don't quite know exactly what i'm trying to accomplish by sitting down and writing this piece that is pouring involuntarily out of my fingertips. and maybe i won't resolve it, since that seems to be the way to make an impact nowadays.

maybe i'm looking to my writing to expose something that i can't seem to uncover by internalizing my examinations. perhaps there's some kind of excavation i'm seeking to produce from this. who have i become? who are you? what should i do about the situation? what is the situation? and will i spend the rest of my time and my words on questions that i'll never answer?

so this is my diagnosis: i think entirely too much. but maybe i won't resolve it this time, since that seems to be the way to make an impact nowadays.