severed

i want to look back on yesterday with happiness and sincerity.
but sometimes, i feel like i'm looking through glasses made of roses
like i'm looking at something that was never there.
maybe you were never fond of me.
maybe i never made you smile like you made me smile.
maybe the memories aren't as profound for you.
perhaps i'm not as interesting to you as you are fascinating to me.
there's so many absolutes that have been un-absoluted
by the simple fact that you haven't called
by the plain truth that you've moved on with your life
and i'm still waiting for a boy to be a grown-up
some say that in the world, there are plenty candidates
but only one soulmate.
that you can surely be happy with anyone...
but there's only one person that makes your heart beat with purpose.
i think you're that person.
because even when it was terrible with you,
it was better than when it was wonderful without you...